Thursday, November 02, 2017

Why I've Been Away

Hey you!

It's been so long since we've talked, and I hope you're doing well! A lot has changed in my life: I left my beloved small town behind and moved to a new city, and I recently broke up with my boyfriend of 5 and half years. I guess I needed some time to process it all, which is why I've been away for so long. I hope you understand, and forgive me for being away :)

In terms of work it's been a particularly quiet week. I managed to get a couple of days off for my birthday, and I'm spending them all with running, going on walks, and going to the movies. I've already seen Thor: Ragnarok, The Mountain Between Us, and Geostorm this week, and it's only Wednesday haha. Tomorrow I'll probably take the train to visit my parents, so I can be with them when I turn 24 next Friday.

I figured some of you might be interested in seeing my new city, so I took a couple of pictures!

Monday, August 14, 2017

Sad day + skincare addict!

The anniversary of my older brother's death is today, and even though it's been 9 years already, August 14 is still a pretty hard day for me every year. He was 17 when he died in 2008, so he would be 26 if he'd be alive today. I still think about him often, and I can't help but wonder if he'd be married by now, or if he'd have children. It feels a bit weird that my last memories of him are from when he was 17 (a lot younger than I am now), as he will forever be my big brother.

So because today is a sad day for me, I got the day off work to relax, which I'm very grateful for :) I figured I'd share some of my newly purchased beauty products!

As some of you may know, I'm a huge Chanel skincare fan. I bought the Chanel Hydra Beauty Micro Serum not too long ago, and I can't rave enough about how much I love it! At €115 for 50 ml, it's definitely a bit on the pricier side. But because you only need such a tiny little amount each time you use it, it lasts a really long time, and that makes it worth it to me.

Unfortunately I've run out of my Hydra Beauty Gel Crème a while back (also from Chanel), which is my favourite day cream ever. So when I was shopping for some beauty products a couple of days ago, I decided to pick it up again :) To be honest I only needed a new jar of Anastasia Dipbrow Pomade, and the cream I mentioned, but as you probably already expected of me, I left the store with a few more items, haha.

1. Hydra Beauty "Micro Gel Yeux" eyecream
2. Hydra Beauty Gel Crème
3. Anastasia Beverly Hills Dipbrow Pomade in "Taupe"
4. Hydra Beauty hydrating mask

Have you ever used Chanel skincare? What are your favourite skincare products?

Wednesday, August 09, 2017

Decisions, decisions

There are many decisions one needs to make in life, but not many are as important or as difficult as having to decide what colour one should paint their nails.

So, dear reader, should I go for "Just Beclaus" or "Lady In Black"?


Decisions, decisions...

Monday, August 07, 2017

A little mascara never hurts

Hi there!

I'm so sorry for the delay in publishing this blog post! I came home from Austria not too long ago, and I've been super busy at work ever since. But as I'm currently home with the flu, I figured today would be a good day to show you some of the beauty products I bought when I was there! I loved how budget friendly all of these were, so I really recommend checking out a few drugstores if you ever travel to Germany or Austria.

1. HASK Argan Oil Shampoo & Conditioner
2. DM Ebelin (their own brand?) eyelash curler
3. "Fresh & Fruity" shower foam
4. Invisibobble hair tie
5. Waterlily deodorant
6. Batiste "fruity & cheeky cherry" dry shampoo
7. Max Factor "False Lash Effect" mascara
8. L'Oreal Hydra Active moisturizer

Saturday, June 10, 2017

Packing for Austria

Hey everyone!

Today is a pretty busy day for me, because I'm packing for my trip to Austria! I won't get a lot of sleep tonight because I'm leaving super early tomorrow morning, but I'm very excited to go. I think Austria is one of the most beautiful countries in the world, and I haven't been there for at least 10 years, so I've been looking forward to this trip for months. I actually meant to go today, but my grandma has been a little sick and I was worried, so I rescheduled. But she's fine now, so I'm going tomorrow, yay!

For some reason I always forget to charge my iPad or my 3DS when I go away, but I am charging both of them at the moment, so I should be able to play Kingdom Hearts or watch Netflix. My biggest problem though, when it comes to travelling, is that I tend to overpack. Like most women, I tend to bring way too much stuff that I don't need, and I just don't want to do that anymore! It would save me so much time, energy, and stress to pack only the essentials, so last night I made a list, and I tried to stick to it :-) To be honest I did pack an extra pair of shoes, because you never know, but I am still very happy and proud to announce that I managed to fit all of my stuff for 10 days in my little carry on suitcase!

Do you have any travel essentials?

Saturday, June 03, 2017

Oh my darling, Clementine

I started my new job this week, and I love it so far! My colleagues are all really nice, and I'm having a ton of fun selling bras and swimsuits :) I have today off, so I'm gaming as usual, haha.

Clementine is one of my favourite video game characters ever! She's adorable, but still really strong, and she managed to survive for a very long time in the middle of the zombie apocalypse. I don't think a lot of little girls would be able to survive as long as she did, so I think that makes her pretty cool.

Who are your favourite video game characters?

Sunday, May 28, 2017

I got a new job!

Hello! :)

As I've mentioned a few months ago, my contract at my previous job ended on the 30th of April, so I've been applying for new jobs for a little while now, and I have good news! After a video interview, a live interview, and a successful trial day, I got the job of my dreams at an amazing company that I am a huge fan of: Hunkemöller! :)

I'll be advising and selling fabulous lingerie, swimwear, pajamas and fashion, and I'm super excited! It's one of the biggest brands here in Europe, located in a ton of different countries, so I feel really happy and honored to have found such a fun new job!

Saturday, May 20, 2017


It's a really pretty day today, so I got up early to go running! I take ballet on Monday and Wednesday, and go running or cycling on pretty much every other day to stay active :) So after finishing my 10k run, I went home to relax, and have some well-deserved me-time with a nice book.

The book I'm reading is called "Style" by Lauren Conrad. It's a style guide in which she gives fashion advice, and offers tips to create your own unique look. When I was in high school, I was a huge fan of both Laguna Beach and The Hills, so I remember running to the store after school 7 years ago, to pick up this book. I haven't read it in a while, so I figured it might be nice to read her tips again, and maybe get some inspiration for my own wardrobe, as fashion is something I've always been interested in. As a wise woman once said, fashion is the most powerful art there is, and I really agree!

Did you watch Laguna Beach and The Hills on MTV? Have you ever read a style guide, or any other similar book?

Monday, May 15, 2017

How I clean my make up brushes

Hi everyone!

My make up brushes were a little dirty, so it was time to wash them, and I thought I'd share with you how I like to keep them clean and soft! I like to wash them every single week for hygiene reasons, because a build up of bits of make up and bacteria can easily get stuck inside of them, which can cause clogged pores and pesky breakouts. To be honest, washing my brushes is one of my least favourite chores to do, simply because I have way too many of them, and my arms always start to hurt a lot! But you know, that's life, and it just needs to be done.

I've recently thrown away about half of my brush collection, so that did cut down time, though. They were pretty old and started shedding, so I do need to buy a new set soon. They were all Sigma brushes, and to be honest it did hurt a bit to say goodbye to them! But they've lasted for many years, so they were definitely worth the money I spent on them at the time. Sigma is quite pricey though, but I've heard great things about Morphe as well, so I'm thinking of maybe buying a Morphe set. Please let me know if you're a fan of Morphe brushes, because I'd love to hear your opinion on them :) High quality make up brushes are always a bit of an investment, so I do wish to spend my money wisely.

Anyway, because it's the weekend, I decided this would be a good time to wash my brushes! I like using a spray brush cleanser after every use, but when I deep clean them like today, I use baby shampoo to get them as clean and as soft as possible :) The pink silicone thing in my sink is a brush cleansing palette I bought from Real Techniques. I'm aware I'm not using it the way it's supposed to be used (I'm supposed to hold it in my hand), but I find it works a lot better when I place it in my sink like this. I add a small pump of baby shampoo on the RT palette, run my brushes under some lukewarm water, and then wash them on the cleansing palette until they're all clean :) Be careful when you do this, and try to focus on the actual bristles while avoiding the (often metal) part of the brush where handle meets the head, because this may loosen the glue over time. When the water runs clear from the brush, I use a small cloth to reshape the hairs, and finish by laying my brushes flat to dry overnight. Smaller ones like lip or eye brushes don't take very long to dry, but do note that larger brushes (such as powder or foundation brushes) may take a few hours to fully dry.

How do you clean your make up brushes? And do you recommend Morphe brushes to me?

Monday, May 08, 2017

Sunday Funday + My Top 5 Eurovision Songs

Hey there!

I'm spending my weekend babysitting, working out, going to church, and playing PS4. The past week has been pretty busy, but luckily I managed to squeeze a few hours of gaming-time in my schedule to relax. I'm currently playing Uncharted 4, which I love so far! To be honest I do not want to put my controller down, so I'll probably finish it soon lol.

Thank goodness I will have a lot more time next week to play, so I expect to finish this game pretty soon and start The Witcher 3, which I bought about a month ago when it was on sale at the Playstation Store. I couldn't really get into it at the time, but after watching a few YouTubers play, I'm looking forward to getting back to the game, and hopefully fall in love with it :)

Besides gaming, I'm also looking forward to Eurovision next week! My top 5 is The NetherlandsAustriaIsraelBulgaria, and Spain. I feel like I'm the only one who likes Spain's song, as everyone seems to be obsessed with Sweden's entry, but even though the guy is hot, I really don't like Sweden's song this year at all.

How do you like to spend your weekends? And what's your Eurovision top 5? :)

Thursday, May 04, 2017

Summer fashion shopping

Happy Star Wars day!

First of all, I want to thank you all for all of the incredibly sweet messages I've received when my dog Renzo died last week. I wrote that post with tears running down my face, and I couldn't type well because my hands were shaking too much, so I'm super grateful for all of the love and support you've all given me :) You've really cheered me up, and I'm feeling a lot better already! Of course I'm still very upset and confused about losing such a beloved pet, but I know he's in a better place now.

Summer is coming up, and as I've recently cleaned out my closet for charity, I figured today would be a nice day to order some new clothes. I'm a huge fan of online shopping because it's so convenient and there are a lot more options to choose from, haha. So here's a quick overview of my purchases!

Please note that I am not sponsored or anything, I have bought all of these items with my own money.

1. Vila "Vidreamers v-neck" t-shirt
€16,95 - £14,95 - $17,95 - Shop

2. NLY One "Full Prom Skirt"
€37,95 - £27,95 - $32,95 - Shop

3. River Island "Embellished Flat Sandals"
€44,95 - £34,95 - $69,95 - Shop

4. Black Widow v-neck t-shirt
€20,20 - £17,09 - $21,99 - Shop

5. Topshop Paint Floral Tea Dress
€65,00 - £48,00 - $90,00 - Shop

6. Boohoo "Sophia Scoop Neck Maxi Dress"
€23,00 - £17,00 - $30,00 - Shop

7. Marc Jacobs leopard print voile scarf
€205,00 - £175,00 - $195,00 - Shop

8. Undiz Pajama set
€35,00 - £25,90 - $40,90 - Shop

9. Victoria's Secret "The Mayfair" short pajama set
€51,66 - £38,18 - $42,00 - Shop

What are your fashion choices this summer?

Tuesday, April 25, 2017

The Rainbow Bridge

This morning I got up to say good morning to my dog Renzo like I always do, when I noticed something was wrong. He had trouble breathing, didn't want to eat or drink anything, and he could hardly walk. I somehow managed to feed him his epilepsy medication, and that's when I saw his gums were all pale. I know from experience that pale gums are often seen when people have anemia, so I got a bit worried and immediately called the vet.

He really seemed very sick, which was strange, because he was fine yesterday. We played and ran together last night before we went to sleep, and he seemed to be very happy and healthy, and he didn't appear to be in pain or anything.

So after the vet examined him and took a few X-rays, he came back to tell me that Renzo's spleen had ruptured, probably when we were sleeping, and his tummy had slowly filled itself with blood. They couldn't really do anything besides doing an operation that removes the blood from his belly, and giving him a blood transfusion, but it wouldn't solve the problem; it would only slow it down. I asked the vet if there was a chance Renzo would get better if I chose the operation, but they told me the operation would only give me a bit more time with him, but he'd be in a lot of pain, and he definitely wouldn't get better.

So it was up to me to decide for my dog's life, which was one of the hardest decisions I've ever made. Renzo really helped and supported me when my older brother died 8 and half years ago, so making him suffer would be a very ungrateful and cruel thing to do, which is why I decided to put him to sleep.

It's a few hours later now, but my hands are still shaking, and I still have tears in my eyes. I am so upset about losing such an important part of my life, and I can't really believe he's dead :( But even though my heart is broken, I know it was the right decision, and that he's in a better place now.


Saturday, April 22, 2017

I can't hear you over the volume of my hair

Hi everyone!

Do you know that feeling when your hair just feels super flat and boring, and it really ruins your mood? I've been feeling that way for a while now, as I really dislike my boring locks at the moment :( So I did what any smart girl would do in this situation, I picked up the phone and made an appointment for some fresh highlights at my favourite salon, and went shopping for some new hair products!

I've been straightening, curling, teasing, and blow drying my hair for years now, and I've had more perms than I can count, so you can probably imagine how thin and fine my hair is. I was terrified of having to cut my hair short after that much damage, but I somehow manage to keep it pretty healthy and smooth by using the right products for my hair type. I have a couple of favourites that I love and repurchase every time, but I'm also going to test out some new products that I've never tried before. I'd like to point out that I am not sponsored or anything for this haul, and that I have purchased every single item with my own money.

My teasing comb was ready to be replaced, so I picked up a super cheap teasing comb at a local drug store. A similar one can be found here.

I also picked up my favourite hair oil of all time: the Moroccanoil Treatment Light, because it makes my hair super soft and feel very smooth! Just one or two small pumps is enough for my long hair. It smells amazing and it doesn't weigh down my hair at all, which I love.

My hair salon has recently stopped selling my beloved Kérastase Masque Magistral, so I was in desperate need of a new hair mask. I love the Moroccanoil scent, so after reading a ton of positive reviews on this product, I decided to give this one a try. It's the Moroccanoil Restorative Hair Mask for weakened and damaged hair. I'm very excited to try it out!

One of my favourite haircare brands must definitely be Sexy Hair. I love the feeling of having very smooth, soft and shiny hair, because it makes it much easier to style! And this "Smooth Sexy Hair" shampoo and conditioner really help to achieve that look.

Another product by Sexy Hair, is the "Big Sexy Hair Root Pump Plus" spray mousse that gives my hair a ton of volume. I love to curl my hair, and this mousse helps hold curls very well too.

And last but not least, I got a big set of rollers in a lot of different sizes. I basically only use the large jumbo ones to create those beautiful runway curls Victoria's Secret models often wear, but I was thinking of trying out a cute hairstyle with some small rollers too this summer, so I just got this set instead :) I never spend too much money on rollers, as I don't notice any difference in how my curls turn out compared to pricier ones. But I'm not a hair dresser or anything like that, so if you know if there's a difference, please let me know in a comment! A similar set of rollers can be found here.

Do you have any hair secrets? And what are your favourite hair products?

Monday, April 17, 2017

Endure and survive

Hey there!

I hope you all had a lovely Easter, and ate a lot of chocolate! Because I sure did too!

I went to church in the morning, and spent the rest of my day with family and friends :) But luckily I also managed to squeeze in some gaming time!

Have you ever played The Last Of Us? And how did you spend your Easter? :)

Tuesday, April 11, 2017

New Yankee Candle!

Hey everyone!

As some of you may know, I am in love with scented candles! I recently picked up a new scent that I've never had before, but completely fell in love with. It's "Soft Blanket" by Yankee Candle, which I think is a perfect candle for bedrooms or bathrooms because it's so subtle :) And of course I find the teddy bear label utterly adorable, haha.

Yankee Candle describes Soft Blanket as "a lullaby of clean citrus, luxurious vanilla, and warm amber", with top notes of bergamot, citrus, and blackberry, middle notes of cashmere vanilla, powdery rose, and tobacco flower, and a base note of amber, cocoa, and musk. But to be honest I think it smells like a combination of baby powder and clean laundry, with a very light hint of vanilla, which makes me feel extremely relaxed and cozy. I am a huge fan of powdery perfumes (e.g. Chloé, Chanel no 5 eau premiere, Narciso Rodriguez poudrée, or Kenzo Flower), so if you're into powdery scents as well, I highly recommend you to try out this candle!

I bought the medium pillar size, which has a burn time of 80 to 110 hours. I have purchased a few of the jar candles in the past, which is probably Yankee Candle's most famous packaging, but I actually quite like this pillar design! I think it looks quite nice :)

What kind of perfumes, or scented candles do you like?

Monday, February 20, 2017

What's in my bag? / Louis Vuitton Pochette Métis

Hi guys!

Today I have a different type of blog post for you, something I haven't done before. It's a "what's in my bag"! I always love watching these on YouTube, as I am a very curious person, and find it super interesting to see what other women carry around with them on a daily basis. So I figured it might be fun to do one myself :)

Here's the bag I'm currently using for work and running errands. It's the Pochette Métis by Louis Vuitton, which is a quite small bag, but it fits everything I need when I leave the house, so for me it's perfect.

1. The first thing I always have with me in my bag, is my new iPhone 7 Plus. I actually wanted to get the rose gold one first, but I'm afraid I'd get sick of the colour too soon, so I just got the black one instead.

2. My Chanel blush in 'Rose Initiale' is definitely a necessity for me. The colour is very subtle, so I don't have to blend it out with my beauty blender or anything, which makes it super easy to reapply when I'm in the car, on a train, or whatever. It also has a nice big mirror, which is handy for a lipstick touch up too!

3. Of course I need my favourite perfume with me at all times! This is Coco Mademoiselle eau de parfum by Chanel, which smells amazing :)

4. I always have one or two lipsticks with me in my bag, so I can put one on whenever I'm in the mood for a little extra colour. Right now I have a classic matte red: MAC 'Ruby Woo', a bright pink: YSL Rouge Pur Couture: '19 Fuchsia Pink', and NYX Soft Matte Lip Cream in 'Prague'.

5. These are the H&M sunglasses I bought around two years ago. They were really affordable, and you all know I cannot resist a bargain when it comes to looking stylish! Even though they didn't cost much money, I think they look very nice, and so far they're holding up just as well as my Chloé ones.

6. My Apple earphones are another necessity for me, because I travel by train or plane a lot, so I enjoy listening to Spotify or watching YouTube videos on my phone.

7. And the last thing I have with me at all times, is my Michael Kors 'Carryall' wallet. I don't like having huge wallets, because they're always heavy and unnecessarily take up a ton of space in my bag. I think Michael Kors products are really high quality for the lower amount of money they cost compared to other designer brands, and I'm really impressed by the soft yet sturdy feel of their saffiano leather pieces, so I really recommend checking out Michael Kors pieces if you're in the market for a new handbag or wallet.

What items do you carry around with you 24/7?